Death's Victory

In you I see myself drowning

Not this liquid but what is true,

Love is greater than dying

My lungs filled up with you

God I may be sinking

Deeper I go into this dark blue

Help me while I’m choking

God I need only you,

But I am only human

A man struck with greif

Lost in sense of madness

Holding on to a belief

That happiness is reached

In the arms of a beauty

Or the accolades I have seeked

I breathe these like its my duty

But God let me drown on you.

*sigh*

I am so utterly

completely

tired

of this.

I am going to go take a nap

and pretend

I will never

have to wake up

ever

again.

My mind jumbles all these thoughts and emotions into disorder

My eyes stare back at myself in disbelief

My soul seeks for any single sign of relief

It’s staring back at me, this specter playing me

I’ve lost touch with reality

Who’s the reflection and who’s the humanity?

Do I see something differently?

I reach to touch it but it meets my hand

I feel so somber as its eyes avoid mine

Its motions are so stiff and so malign

Light vanishes and the figure dwindles

It fades, yet I’m still in this silver window

Oh geez!! My ring bubble gif has over 2000 notes! But someone took it and posted it as their source -__- lol

It’s over 9000! O.O only wish I had more followers or at least I was the source lol

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